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Thursday, August 24, 2006

All alone in overseas,feeling so lonely now. Why do I choose this job as my career? Sort of regret now,but the most interesting part about this job is going to a few countries and getting good salary which most companies do not pay that high for a Diploma holder. Although the pay is not tat bad and working hours are not so long, I just cannot bring myself to leave home and Darling for so long. I do admit that I'm a person who is afraid of loneliness.
Feels that this job had more cons than pros. Like this job always makes my back aches,sore legs,bigger dark eye circle,bigger tummy,jet lags,....etc. I wished to save more before I leave,but seems that whenever I save some money,I gotto pay for something else. The faster the money comes in,the faster I gotto spent it,like sucks!
If I were to find another job,what else can I do. First of all, I gotto adapt to the hugh pay drop,gotto work everyday for 5 days a week,long working hours but,the best part is that I can stay in SIN everyday and also enjoys all public holidays without taking leave. This current job burnt away all my public holidays. I was made to work on Chinese New Year eve all the way till Day 7,damn pissed off,but wat to do. Hopefully next yr I can take leave for Chinese New Year. *keep my finger crossed*.Now only looking forward to going to Las Vegas on the 8th..yiiiipeeee!! Last Vegas flight for me,gonna chiong shopping...yeah!
Anyway I know that wat decision I make,Darling and my family will definately support my decision. That's all for now..will update if I am not too lazy..Dear,wait for my return..Miss ya!! Ciao.......

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